Coming back home after dropping her best friends,she thought of how lonely she felt. "but i dont need a man in my life,i dont need someone to tell me they love me or cant live without me,im fine like this" but she really wasn't,she dreamed for prince charming.
After his satisfaction was done,he left her on her bed,confused,alone,and cold.What just happened?What was he doing?Why?Questions she couldn't answer or rather feared to know the truth.
She knew stories about rape and sexually abusing people. But she never thought she would witness or rather go through it. She cried that night. She wanted her mother.
She trusted him,she never thought Fahad would do such a thing.His parents are dead for heavens sake,her father toke him into care,raised him as his own since her father also lost a dear brother.
I've become a bad person now.No you haven't,what happened was not your fault!You couldn't stop him.Well he was stronger.You liked it.NO I DIDNT.Is it rape?.No ofcourse not.Listen basma,never speak of this to anyone ever again,and if he tries anything,you will stop him this time.
She read aloud some verses of the Qura'an and slept.
She arrived home around midnight,quietly unlocking the villa door and stepping in,she heard his voice.
"Basma?"His voice came from the living room.
"oh!"Surprised to see him still awake"dont you have work tomorrow?you should be sleeping hehe"
"i do,but im not sleepy,your mother said i should wait for you"
"really?why?where are mama and baba?7ata bader,i dont see his car"Basma peered through the window to double make sure she hasnt seen her brothers car parked outside.
"didnt they tell you?they are spending the weekend in oman!"
"no they didnt :( oh well,have a goodnight fahad,i have to sleep"
"t9b7een 3ala 5air basoom"
She went to her bedroom,changed into her pijamas,and crawled under her covers.She was happy that she'll start riding tomorrow,since she hadn't had the chance ever since they came back from the summer holidays.
"Basma?"His voice came from the living room.
"oh!"Surprised to see him still awake"dont you have work tomorrow?you should be sleeping hehe"
"i do,but im not sleepy,your mother said i should wait for you"
"really?why?where are mama and baba?7ata bader,i dont see his car"Basma peered through the window to double make sure she hasnt seen her brothers car parked outside.
"didnt they tell you?they are spending the weekend in oman!"
"no they didnt :( oh well,have a goodnight fahad,i have to sleep"
"t9b7een 3ala 5air basoom"
She went to her bedroom,changed into her pijamas,and crawled under her covers.She was happy that she'll start riding tomorrow,since she hadn't had the chance ever since they came back from the summer holidays.
"basooma,habebty,regadty?"She heard Fahad ask behind the door.
Habebty?She opened her eyes wide,confused.She kept quiet.
"basma 7ayaty?"He opened the doors,and walked into her bedroom.What was this?What is he doing?
He sat on the edge of her bed,calling her name,but she didn't reply.What the fuck?What does he want?She was scared,but she wondered what did he want.She gulped down her fears.
"Fahad?shu teba?"She asked while faking a yawn.
"Basma"He whispered as he got closer to her.She couldn't move.
"Fahad?shu teba?"She asked while faking a yawn.
"Basma"He whispered as he got closer to her.She couldn't move.
He lifted my t-shirt up,revealing her stomach,but she didnt move a muscle. His hands started wondering.
"get ur hands off of me"She pushed his hands away.
"basma please,just a little"He begged.
"little what?YOU FREAK!GET AWAY"She yelled in fear.What was going to happen?
"basma please dont do this"He held her hands tightly.
"nooo get off"But she couldn't defend herself,he was much stronger and larger than her.
His eyes were so scary,so red,needy,she could see how much he wanted this,how much he wanted her.His smile was the smile of a cheater,a deceiver,and a liar. She never saw this side of him,he was always the sweet,kind,lovable Fahad. Who was this monster?She cried. She cried out for her mother,her father,Bader,anyone so they can hear her fear and pain while his hands fulfilled his satisfaction.
His lips found hers,forcefully he kissed her. She felt disgusted,she felt naked,exposed to something she knew was wrong,and was against religion.
He came on top of her,his hands still moving around and pressing.
"tell me you like it basma"He whispered with pleasure.
She shut her mouth.
"please basma"He moaned.
She started crying a river,tears wetting her cheeks.
"dont cry basooma,please dont"He wiped the tears that were coming down."tell me you love me,say a7bck fahad"
Voices of cries came from her mouth,and it was not what he wanted to hear.
"SAY IT U BITCH"He pulled her hair,and with his hands,he bruised her right upper thigh.
She screamed with pain,and finally gave in "a-a-a-7bck faha-a-a-ad" She said behind her tears and pain.
"get ur hands off of me"She pushed his hands away.
"basma please,just a little"He begged.
"little what?YOU FREAK!GET AWAY"She yelled in fear.What was going to happen?
"basma please dont do this"He held her hands tightly.
"nooo get off"But she couldn't defend herself,he was much stronger and larger than her.
His eyes were so scary,so red,needy,she could see how much he wanted this,how much he wanted her.His smile was the smile of a cheater,a deceiver,and a liar. She never saw this side of him,he was always the sweet,kind,lovable Fahad. Who was this monster?She cried. She cried out for her mother,her father,Bader,anyone so they can hear her fear and pain while his hands fulfilled his satisfaction.
His lips found hers,forcefully he kissed her. She felt disgusted,she felt naked,exposed to something she knew was wrong,and was against religion.
He came on top of her,his hands still moving around and pressing.
"tell me you like it basma"He whispered with pleasure.
She shut her mouth.
"please basma"He moaned.
She started crying a river,tears wetting her cheeks.
"dont cry basooma,please dont"He wiped the tears that were coming down."tell me you love me,say a7bck fahad"
Voices of cries came from her mouth,and it was not what he wanted to hear.
"SAY IT U BITCH"He pulled her hair,and with his hands,he bruised her right upper thigh.
She screamed with pain,and finally gave in "a-a-a-7bck faha-a-a-ad" She said behind her tears and pain.
After his satisfaction was done,he left her on her bed,confused,alone,and cold.What just happened?What was he doing?Why?Questions she couldn't answer or rather feared to know the truth.
She knew stories about rape and sexually abusing people. But she never thought she would witness or rather go through it. She cried that night. She wanted her mother.
She trusted him,she never thought Fahad would do such a thing.His parents are dead for heavens sake,her father toke him into care,raised him as his own since her father also lost a dear brother.
I've become a bad person now.No you haven't,what happened was not your fault!You couldn't stop him.Well he was stronger.You liked it.NO I DIDNT.Is it rape?.No ofcourse not.Listen basma,never speak of this to anyone ever again,and if he tries anything,you will stop him this time.
She read aloud some verses of the Qura'an and slept.
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